Thandi Welman-Hawkes
She / TheySewist
I’m a chronically ill fat person who sews to make clothes to nurture my inner child and cover my butt in fabulousness. Sewing is a great way to tap into the hyper focus that is ADHD gold and also to heal decades of internalised fatphobia. When I can’t sew I knit and occasionally embroider.
What influence does music have in your life as a creative?:
Music is a visceral experience. I want it to thunder in my blood and drive me through the fatigue that is a frustrating part of my autoimmune disease. I’ve always had a strong connection with dramatic music that makes you feel Big Feelings. When I sew I usually listen to a podcast or audiobook, so that I feel like I’m making the best use of my time, scaffolding my tasks. But sometimes I need the burst of energy that I only get from what my spouse calls my shouty music.
Tell us about your playlist:
Some people like to listen to gentle, soothing music when they are crafting. I am not one of those people. If you:
a) Have occasionally worn all black and wished to shriek like a banshee while being carried aloft on the wings of a thousand bats
OR
b) Also wore too much eyeliner in first year at university
OR
c) Seriously considered stabbing a foolish,
interrupting mortal with a seam ripper
OR
d) All of the above
Then this playlist is for you! The core of the playlist is the nostalgia of the nineties angry femme grunge band updated to include some more recent rocking foot stompers and a little dark electronica. Awaken the angry 90s teenage girl within. Please note that this playlist is made up of at least 60% explicit content. Put on your Docs and proceed with caution.
- you should see me in a crown – Billie Eilish
- TGIF (feat. Tom Morello) – K.Flay, Tom Morello
- People I Don’t Like – UPSAHL
- loud mouth – tiLLie
- Body Bag – DEVORA
- Raise Hell – Dorothy
- The Rush – JJ Wilde
- death wish – LØLØ
- Love Me or Hate Me – Kelsy Karter & The Heroines
- Seize the Power – YONAKA
- Kids (Ain’t All Right) – Grace Mitchell
- Celebrity Skin – Hole
- White parents – Shungudzo
- Yes It’s Fucking Political – Skunk Anansie
- And They All Fall Down – Saint Agnes
- Clique – YONAKA, FEVER 333
- Beautiful Is Boring – BONES UK
- Freak – ZAND
- Charlie Big Potato – Skunk Anansie
- This World Ain’t Big Enough – Saint Agnes
- LITTLE GODZ – Holy Wars
- Blood In The Cut – K.Flay
- Carrion Flowers – Chelsea Wolfe
- Gravedigger – MXMS
- Army Of Me – Björk
- Can You Feel My Heart – Mothica Version – MOTHICA
- Desire – MEG MYERS
- If – Fetish
- #1 Crush (Nellee Hooper Mix) – 2015 – Remaster – Garbage, Nellee Hooper
- Mother Mother – Tracy Bonham
- overwhelmed – Royal & the Serpent
- That Bitch – Sizzy Rocket
- Feeling Good – Sofi Tukker
- It’s Oh So Quiet – Björk
- King – Lilith Czar
- Monsters – Ruelle
- Queer – 2015 – Remaster – Garbage
- 6 Underground – Sneaker Pimps
- Secretly – Skunk Anansie
- Glory Box – Portishead
- Something in the Way – MXMS
- Hardly Wait – Juliette Lewis
- Seven Devils – Florence + The Machine
- Tired as Fuck – The Staves
- labour – Paris Paloma
- Burn Your Village – Kiki Rockwell
- i could have been worse – KiNG MALA
- Diet Culture – Brye